freak i feel so stupid! so fawkin crappy. i'm so pissed. i cant believe it. i dont even know whats going on anymore. its like this is all a fawkin game. will this even be a relationship that would even last another year and so on or will it just end. you say you love me and that you'd never fool around. you get mad at me and think any kine. do you even kare or is it all an act so i believe what i wannah believe. how can you get mad at me for the most dumbest reasons when your the one who's not being honest. sure you say your honest. one day i'll catch you. i got all the clues to know for sure your fooling around. go ahead and lie all you want. you can lose my trust then once i get really sick and tired of all your bull i'll leave you. i can live my life without you if you'll be such a dishonest person. do all you want to me, behind my back cause i just dont kare. i cant stop you from what you wannah do. i wont stop you. i'll let you keep doing it till you get what you fawkin deserve. remember what goes around comes around. keep acting like your the innocent one, the one who's playing with my head. go rite ahead cause from what i found out tonite i'm not falling for your freakin lies and act. i should've known rite from the start since you fooled around behind your ex chicks back. once you do it you can do it again. and dont even think of bringing up my past cause to be honest you dont even have a clue what happened. you can think what you want and i dont kare cause i know the truth and i dont do that crap. look at your self and think about what you've done before in the beginning before you even think about saying crap about my past and using dem against me. i know i love you so much and we cherished alot through the year but how can my love for you grow any stronger for you if what i think of  you is a dishonest person. theres many things i saw and i just cant believe it. i let you take advantage of me and i did what i could but now i dont know if it'll ever be the same. you tell me what you want along with some honesty than maybe my love for you will grow stronger. it just all stopped just a couple minutes ago. should i even let my love for you continue or just keep it unknown. let me know cause i really dont know anymore...